saleisha’s happy life

Sentimental, every day after leaving you
Sentimental, fill the air for all days after you left. You have left, would never go back from then on, should accept this fact, as you know, did my hearts ache more?
A lot of words have not found time yet to say to you, many things also have no time to do, the way that we passed by together had already went to the end. I understand all of us can not turn round again, just so many regret is pressed so that I often cry sentimentally. What makes you choose to leave, what makes me look back to the once happiness in the incoherent dream? Since that day to understand you, the figure that you left away had already appeared in my dreamland more than once. Love whom you love too completely, I most dense pure emotion give to you most really most, often beat having neither enmity nor repentance of love in the tears that the dream go back of mid-night. Sentimental in Yin Yun of lonely and sad night, clutch pulse of the emotion lonelily tightly as the ghost, the orange light gives out the warm light, is kissing the heartbroken people rolling up in the corner.
Do you know? Hour Hou, I fear overcast and rainy like that, especially before torrential rain come, sky pan as bottom dark, rolling black cloud wells up from the distant place ferociously, terror tears my nerve strongly, the rolling day of each of black clouds, I am so in pain, I am unable to stand azure sky and is profaned, the beautiful sunshine is isolated, the tender and lovely flower is rodded, the lovely bird is imprisoned and stranded. Likewise, I hope too the beautiful thing can be treated kindly by me, just like our emotion now.
Become quiet each time, can all sorts of to remember you consciously. Remember we lead along by hand for the first time, gather around for the first time. Before knowing you, I did not know whether will really like this life. In purely pure times, how to understand it is so deep that the feeling can hurt one’s feeling? Muddleheaded soul rush into, miss baffled suddenly, heart begin, taste pain. This let to grow up? I do not extravagantly hope to only ask having you in the human society as the companion until the seas dry up and the rocks decay. Looking at my eyes silently, you have given me the commitment most beautiful, once caught up with the yellow leaf descending slowly and lightly in the wind with me too, observe for me Hou in street for before dawn, listen to once of note that the song cried all over past event of playback together too once too, weep heart of the blood always tremble, even more beauty has already been the scenery in the past too, we have not really had future. The tear wantonly breaches a dyke again and again, know how I collapse? You leave being sentimental to me, let the sentimental melody quiver on the lonely mind at mid-night!
Want to forget, just because I have not learnt to forget yet. At parting, you dab my long hair, the tearful eyes are whirling, ten is meant and deducted for the last time, but can not find once temperature really. Love is all so difficult with loving! Our with a wide gap disparity, is our impossible reason to go to together. Our resistance is so negligible and unable in front of reality. Because of this emotion, you are too numerous in abandonment. I have confused for a time, think that can be above the material attractions of the world, I at that time am happy, happy. But transient and beautiful if transient, we are reticent in the wayside pavilion saying good-bye. You shake hands with me helpless, cold to ooze into from the centre of the palm. Let’s go, one bid farewell but let we eyes are blurred by tears gently.
Blame you, blame you never, I, and how willing to to blame youly? Heavy after being ill that, past I freeze in at yesterday already right away, that piece have that you accompany at yesterday. Know, I have been making great efforts to shorten the distance between us, however, but I can not change oneself eventually. Unless if one day, can meet again we,you can and when not meeting by chance originally like that, call me gently? If permitted, I think I will covered with dust emotion of us. Then when we meet again, happy, it is sad not to have, if long other old friends.
Night has been already very deep, mine is poured out or too continuous to stop, can you in the distant place perceive to? Under the same night sky, miss and insert wings again, let me carve and record this lovesickness that you will not receive on the fluorescent screen again! Can’t become your beauty in whole life, let me learn to forget slowly. Perhaps it is to your best miss to forget!